Through the changes in my life, I'm learning to breathe. To be still and listen to the voices around me. I am learning to accept that situations, love, relationships, circumstances, and even people are fluid…ever-changing. They ebb and flow and grow and shrink. And just because my truth might be one thing doesn't mean that anyone else is going to see it that way. Or that I'm going to see their truth.
This isn't an easy thing to grasp, mind you. I live in a society where there are set "rules" or "standards". There are words and the definitions of those words have pretty strict guidelines. For instance, "reality" where I live, doesn't necessarily include other dimensions or the spirit world. As a matter of fact, anyone who includes other dimensions in their "reality" is considered "special" or "different" and those adjectives aren't used in a positive manner.
And what I have to remember..at all times… is that no matter what anyone else does or says, I am worthy of love. I am loved. I am beautiful. I am a positive experience for the mind, body, and soul. And I will experience love for myself on a level that is beneficial for me and the one who loves me. And when it's truly something that works…and both parties are present and available emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually, then we will ebb and flow through and into each other, creating the beauty of love that I write about. The love that I have always hoped I would find. I will find it. But I must be it before it will come to me.
And so that is my task: Becoming the love that I want to find. Loving myself and the world and my friends and every other thing just the way I want to be loved. Unconditionally and without reservation. Without compromise or settling.
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